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Sorry I havent updated , no reall excuses actually . My minds been other places lately. , but anyway on with the story
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“I really do wish things were that simple”
“Does he really not remeber anything”molly whispered. We were sitting on the front porch of mollys house. Its been a week since the party.
The snap of mollys fingers brought me back to reality. “Where are you goin stay?”. “Im not goin go back to my house thats for sure…but its hurts me to see X . I cant stay with him anymore. He just denies everything and that hurts. I mean I dont think im gay , but I know I just want him”
Molly placed a hand on my shoulder “You can stay here tonight….I know its not his place but its better then nothing”. “Thank you ” A grin crept onto my face. Molly stood up , laughing at my small bit of happiness “Come on , you gotta be hungry”
*******Xavier********
Damn it why wont anyone pick up their phone. fuck this! I cant take being alone more. My bed feels so empty without J being here .
Fine they wanna ingore me , I got plenty of people that would love to hang out with me anyway. I dont need them.
****jaxon****
“Molly, I love you but its friday night lets do something” “Oh yeah like what?”
“Party?” “Oh yeah totally forgot Damiens hosting a party tonight”
“what are you waiting for, lets go! ” I blurted out as I ran out of the door . Damiens house isnt to far anyway only about a ten mintue walk…well that is if Molly hurrys up.
***Xavier***
“Hey , look who itssss. Mister Sexxxxyyy face” Ashley slurred her words.
“You know I can never pass up on a party, looks like someone’s already started to drink without me though” I smirked , walking into the craze house. The stench of alchol burned my nose .
“Here drink up ” Ashley said pushing a beer into me.
***Jax***
“You take so long”I moaned as I made my way up the walk way to Damiens house. The house was full of people , even the lawn was littered with people and trash.
“I did not take that long..its was like 20 mintues “
“My point exactly “
Just then the door swung open , revealing a drunk and staggering Damien.
“Could you guys take any longer “
“Blame Moll balls” I laughed as I took cover behind Damien
“Oh my god…do not call me that”
Before I could respond , a chant roared through the house.
“Do it…do it…do it ” I ingored what ever Molly was saying and walked through the house . Following the sound , I was led to the kitchen . Then I saw what people where looking at, Xavier was lying on the table being straddled by Ashley. I felt a hand go around my waist, I froze realising it was just Molly .
“Whats going onnn…. oh” she stopped as she saw Ashley drink the alchol off of Xaviers body . Then they kissed and people went wild and started to go back to dance and more drinking, flooding out of the kitchen. Leaving Xaviers and Ashley behind on the table.
But before I could say anything Molly read my face and intertwined her hand with mine dragging me out of the kitchen. She led me outside to the pool where Damien was sitting with Charlie and Gabby.
“Hey guys” Gabby spoke as Molly and I sat doen joining them
I ingored gabby as my mind was flooding with images of Xavier and Ashley .
Molly just said I was out of it today and they continued on with their conversation. Soon enough someone brought drinks and we all started doing shots.
Anything to make me forget him
I did shot after shot, till someones voice said that I was cut off. I didnt know and didnt care.
” I think im gay” I blurted out freezing the convo. Putting shocked faces on everyone.
“Are you sure” Damien turned to face me
“No ” I finally said to Damien “Ive never really kissed anyone ” I lied
“Hm…come on you to” Damien stood up and pointed to me and molly ,leading us into the house . Leaving Charlie and Gabby to their drinks.
We followed Damien up the stairs .”In here” Damien said pushing open his bedroom door and closing it behind us.
Before I could ask him what was he doing , he pushed his lips into mine. His kisses were sloppy and his breath reaked of alchol . His lips were strange , they werent soft like X’s . I pulled away , realizing I had been in my thoughts for too long.
“Now her” he spoke wipping his lips with his t-shirt. I turned to Molly unsure what to do .
Molly blushed and sometimed during my kiss with Damien had sat on the bed .
Fuck it
I walked slowly over to molly , till my legs hit the edge of the bed and I climbed ontop of the bed. I stopped right until my face was inches away from molly , I took a deep breath in and slowly pressed my lips into Mollys. It didnt feel wrong though. but it was so different from Xaviers and Damiens lips . I kept going, not knowing what I was supposed to do.The kissing started to get rougher as molly put her hands around my kneck. Pulling me down ontop of her . My tounge teased across her bottom lip, she slowly parted her lips. Allowing me entrance, as my tounge explored her mouth . She started to moan , pushing her hands down my back. Pulling me further onto her till their was no space between us . Her hips grinded into me. I didnt know what to do I had never been this far with anyone. She wrapped her legs around my waist , pulling my member which was know really hard against her thigh. She smiled against my lips as she knew what was touching her. My hands were placed on her waist, I didnt even think about what I was doing . It was as if my body knew what it wanted better then my heart felt it did. Mollybroke our kiss, I looked into her eyes .She was filled with pure lust.Molly took her hands to the hem of my shirt. Following her lead,I raised my arms . We made our way underneath the covers , resuming our postion we started to kiss again.I took to her kneck ,biting and suck. Moans filled the air , it pleased me.Knowing instead of hurting someone I was pleasing them. But the door swung open , mine and mollys heads both snapped towards the door.
*****Xavier****
(Mintues earlier)
” You wanna see my room ” Ashley whispered into my ear. I nodded and she grabbed my hand and started to lead me up stairs. When I reached the top of the stairs , I saw Damien standing in front of a door leaning against it with a sly grin on his face. Ashlely kept walking and stopped in front of him .As soon as his eyes met mine his grin turned to a frown and switched his eyes back to Ashley. Ashley opened her mouth as if to speak but was interupted by a loud moan escaping from underneath the door.
“Whos in there”
“Dont worry about it Ass” He snickerd.
but before anyone could say anything .More moaning came through the door.But this time isntead of noises it was jax first starting off slow and hushed then growing louder. I immediately realized it jax my jax and I pushed Damien out of the way despite him yelling at me. The moaning stopped as jax’s head snapped along with mollys to look at the door. Him laying ontop of her .
“Damn , jax…never knew you had it in you” Ashley laughed behind me.
My cheeks began to burn as anger rushed through me. I ran over to the bed , ripping. off the covers. Exposing both Jax and Molly.
“Dude what the fuck” Molly screamed at me . I ingored her , anger and jealous flooded my thoughts . I pushed him off Molly knocking him onto the floor. But before he could stand up I had ran across the bed. over and over again I started pounding my right fist into his face while my left hand pushed his kneck down to the floor. Eventually someone grabbed me and ripped me him. I didnt even notice people screaming at me to stop and the small crowd that had gather into the room. I looked down at jax , his chest was a greenish and blue color. Bruises started to form . His mouth was gushing blood and his right eye was swollen.
I stared at his body and slowly backed away and stood up. Damien and another brown haired guy had rushed to his side. Molly and Ashley were crying ,their eyes were red and teary. “Ja..jaxx oh m.my god jax” I chocked on my words “Damien, im so sorry”
Damien faced snapped towards mine ” Get out of here I called the cops” but.jax ..I ” ” Go now leave..he’s better off without you” My world dropped , tears flodded my face. I pushed and shoved people out of my way till I reached the front door. I walked out and dropped my knees on the grass.
What the fuck did I do
I heard sirens and not any sirens , police sirens. People started running out of the house, jumping out of windows anything. I started running knowing they were coming for me…
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