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A Suga x Jungkook story…
“Hello hello, hello hello, tell me what you want right now!”
“Hello hello, hello hello, Imma give it to you girl right now!”
War of hormones blasted through the sound system, reaching every corner of the stadium. It was BTS’s third concert in Japan; but, they’re still as nervous and was busy perfecting the dance.
“Your front is the best, your back is the best”
“From your head to your toes, you’re the best”
It was Suga’s turn, as he came closer to the front. While rapping in the middle of the stage, he spread his legs slightly open for the maknae to carry him.
They had practised this move a thousand times and by now, he would have no problem maintaining his balance as Jungkook stands up slowly.
With cool hand moves while he raps, Suga maintained a straight face as Jungkook moves to the left side of the stage.
At this moment, the music stopped. Everybody paused and looked at the concert coordinator in unison.
Through the PA system, the person-in-charge apologised, “Mianhe, we’re having a technical error. Give us a moment please.”
Everybody nodded their heads and went to grab something to drink at the end of the stage. Suga, who was still 177 cm above ground, tapped Jungkook’s head and said, “Kookie ah, you can put me down now.”
“Ne hyung.”
However, the moment his feet landed on the ground, he felt something sharp penetrating through his head and his vision went black for a few seconds. Luckily, Suga able to prevent himself from fainting, but his unusual move of swaying exaggeratingly to a side caught Jungkook’s attention.
“Wae yo?” Jungkook asked immediately while holding onto his hyung.
Suga wasn’t in the state to answer, neither did he know the reason why. He simply grabbed his head with his hand, while the other hand showed a “stop” sign to Jungkook.
Suga squeezed his eyes shut, hoping that everything would return to normal, but it didn’t. Slowly opening his eyes, he could feel the entire stadium spinning around. Blinking his eyes repeatedly, hoping the dizziness to go away, Suga did not expect this would happen.
“Wae yo hyung?” Jungkook asked again, now with a more worried tone.
“Nan gwenchana,” Suga uttered, and his actions showed otherwise. He was pulling his hair so tightly he might become bald soon and Jungkook is definitely not gonna take his answer seriously.
Instead, the maknae took a step closer to his hyung and held onto his shoulders. “You’re breaking out in cold sweat hyung…” He softly wipe the beads of water formed on Suga’s forehead.
“It’s just normal sweat…we have been dancing for non-stop that’s why…” It was a lie, obviously.
Suga felt the sharp pain again, he shouted internally to conceal his pain. Other members might not notice it but Jungkook could clearly see that his hyung isn’t feeling alright.
“My world is spinning,” Suga admitted after feeling his legs becoming weak.
He leaned forward, and fell into Jungkook’s embrace. It felt much better suddenly. Being the shorter one, Suga rested his head on the maknae’s shoulders while reaching his hands out to his waist. Jungkook was shocked by this action, but he concluded that making his hyung feel better is much more important than hiding their relationship from the others.
More than friends but not yet couple I would say. Suga definitely treats Jungkook better than his other dongsaengs. Nobody in the world has the power to make Suga wake up at 3 am in the morning except Jungkook. The maknae simply has to say he’s hungry and Suga would accompany him in the middle of the night, to sneak out of the dorm to have jajangmyeon.
Hugging should be a normal thing between friends, but hugging more than ten minutes isn’t. During their hug, Suga would always bury his face in Kookie’s neck, smelling his body wash and feeling his shoulder muscles. They would usually be in silence, quietly appreciating each other’s presence.
They did not kiss, or should I say “have not kiss”, because it is a thing between couples, and they’re not…just exclude the ones Suga gave secretly when Kookie is sleeping.
Holding hands is something they do quite often, but it isn’t suspicious at all. Jimin holds Jungkook’s hands every time, Suga knows it, and it surely bothered him. They hold hands secretly in the lift, or in the car, every time short and sweet.
“Are you sure you’re okay hyung?” Jungkook whispered, patting his hyung’s head softly.
“Ne, it’s much better now like that.”
“You can tell manager hyung if you need a rest…”
“I’m fine, serious.”
Suga held onto to the end of Jungkook’s shirt, taking deep breaths to regain his energy. Although being very worried inside, Jungkook knew what his hyung need the most now is silence, and his support. He stretched his hands out to pat on his hyung’s head softly, and then wiping his sweat forming at the back of his neck.
Soon, the rehearsal resumed. Jungkook had to carry Suga up again, but this time round, he did it slowly and carefully. The secret eye contacts they made during the dance were so precious, chasing away Suga’s dizziness and made him smile unknowingly.
The concert was starting in three hours’ time, and it was sufficient enough for the boys to cool down, get dressed and get their make-up on. As there’s only three make-up counters, the maknae line went first, giving the hyung line a chance to take a short nap.
Suga hoped that a short rest would make him feel better, sadly, it didn’t. His dizziness returned after coming down from the stage, getting slightly more serious as time goes by. Initially he was able to walk normal, but by now, he wasn’t able to stand up straight without a support.
Not waiting the other members to notice his discomfort, Suga picked a quiet corner to nap. However, even with his eyes closed, he could feel himself spinning in all directions. Not just his surroundings, he could even feel his intestines doing a cartwheel. He was sure that he would not be able to fall asleep in such situation, and decided to get some help from medications.
Walking slowly and little unstably, he approached Jungkook, who was doing his hair. He signalled the stylist to give them some private time before whispering into the maknae’s ears, “do you have any medications for headache?”
“Wae yo hyung? You’re still not feeling well?”
“Aniyo, much better,” he lied, “I just figure out that probably popping some pills might get rid all of the sickness in my body for good.”
“Ahhh, I have it in my bag, it’s a strong one.”
“Arraso, gumawol,” Suga patted Jungkook on his back before proceeding to their bag area.
Indeed, there was a medication compartment in Jungkook’s bag. He could easily identify which one is the one for dizziness, as that exactly the same as how Jungkook described it. Taking that row of pills, together with his bottle of water, Suga went back to his corner.
“Maybe taking two pills would be more effective,” he thought to himself, before throwing two big pills into his mouth, before gulping a mouthful of water. He swallowed them with ease and somehow could feel the medicine doing its work already.
“Get ready in 15 minutes boys! It’s starting soon!” their manager shouted across the waiting room.
Jungkook heard the reminder, it was even louder than his music. He paused the music and took down his headphones, and then making sure his hair was still in good condition. Everybody gathered in front of the mirror to do some warm-ups and Jungkook’s eyes immediately went to the direction of Suga, who was still sleeping.
Quietly, he excused himself from the crowd and went to that peaceful corner.
“Wake up hyung,” he whispered, “the concert is starting soon.”
Suga groaned softly, before turning his body away. However, that action of his triggered that needle in his head again. He held onto the sides of his head tightly and squeezed his eyes.
“Wae you hyung? You’re not still feeling alright? Do you need me to tell the others?”
“Aniyo!” he replied immediately, before opening his eyes and mouthing “gwenchana”.
Jungkook knew there’s nothing he could do other than listening to his hyung. He helped his hyung up from his position, but his hands still giving him support.
“Are you really alright hyung?”
“Ne, just let me perform, I’ll visit the doctor after this.”
“The concert is three hours long, are you sure you can last till then?”
“Ne…don’t worry Kookie, I’m fine.”
“Alright.”
Despite saying that, Jungkook was still not convinced that his hyung is gonna be fine. Suga was still holding onto his head the whole time, and his face was still as pale as ever. He needs to do something, Jungkook told himself, before it’s too late.
“Guys, come here!” the leader shouted, gathering his members to the centre to do their customary cheering before every concert. Suga stood beside Jungkook, and once again nodded his head to assure the maknae he’s alright.
“Bang tan Bang tan! Bang bang tan!” their hands went high up and that’s when Suga successfully lost his conscious. He fell right into Jungkook’s embrace and of course, everybody witnessed that and gathered around him.
“Eotteokhae?!?”
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