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(A/N) hey guys, so here’s another chapter enjoy lovelies🌹🌹🌹
SONG: ‘I Will Be’ by Avril Lavigne Feat. Leona Lewis
• • •
The next day I woke up and I was alone in bed. I plucked my glasses off the nightstand beside me and went downstairs.
I stopped at the kitchen door as I heard the boys talking in hushed tones.
“..it’ll break his heart.” I heard Harry mumble.
“I know but once he wakes up he’s going to know we’re acting suspicious. Then what do we do?” Liam said.
“I don’t know, make something up?” Harry suggested.
“Harry! He’s your boyfriend for Christ’s sake, you can’t just lie to his face, mate.” Liam whisper-yelled.
“Well what’re we going to do then?” he asked.
“You could just tell me what the fuck is so secretive that you have to whisper.” I said as I entered the kitchen.
“Louis! Uh, how long have you been outside the door?” Zayn asked nervously.
“Long enough, Zaynie-pooh.” I replied as he huffed at the nickname and I smiled.
“So, what’s up? What’re you guys trying to keep from me?” I asked.
They all looked at each other, waiting for someone to talk, Harry finally broke the silence, “Your letter from Manchester came.” he said and handed me the already opened packet.
“Really?! That’s awesome! Damn I hope I got in!” I said excitedly. I took out the letter and carefully scanned the print. My smile instantly dropped as it read that I was denied acceptance.
“I’m so sorry, my love.” Harry comforted me and wrapped his arms around my small figure.
“No.. it’s okay. I, uh, actually changed my mind about Manchester anyways.” I said sadly.
“Lou-”
“No, it’s fine Ni. I promise. I’m just gunna go take a shower.” I said and ran upstairs, tears blurring my vision.
I know I was going to regret just leaving them because Niall hates it whenever we get upset. He just doesn’t like to see the people he cares so much about, crumble and fall.
I went to the bathroom in Harry and mines bedroom and turned on the water then waited for it to heat up.
“Lou?” Harry softly knocked and spoke.
“Yes?” I asked then took my shirt off.
“Open the door?” he asked.
I went over and unlocked then opened the door, “Do you need something?” I asked.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” he asked and wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me a little closer.
“I’m okay, honestly. Upset a bit, but I’ll be fine, my sweet.” I smiled as I put my hands on his biceps then kissed his lips.
“You’re cute without your glasses.” he smirked.
“I thought I was cute with my glasses.” I laughed.
“No, you’re adorable with them but very cute without them.” he smiled and kissed my cheek.
“Okay, Mr. Indecisive, I need a shower. Now out.” I shooed him away then hopped into the hot water.
• • •
The summer had quickly came to an end and I was finally accepted into another college close by, about twenty minutes from the house, London Academy. August ninth is when I have to go back to school and the boys don’t go back until the twentieth. Harry, Liam and as well as Niall will be in Year 11 and Zayn will be in Year 12. It was the first, which means I have to get all the school supplies I need.
“Hey, Hazza? Will you please come with me to the shops to get supplies for school?” I asked putting on a pouty lip.
“Lou, stop using the pouty lip! It’s not going to work this time!” he said then turned away from me in the bar stool chair in front of the island in the kitchen.
“Pwetty pwease?” I asked in a childish tone.l then turned the chair around and looked him in the eyes.
“Ugh! Fine, I’ll go!” he groaned.
“Yay! Thank you sweet cheeks!” I smiled then pecked his lips.
“Yeah, whatever.” he huffed then followed me out to my car.
We go to town and looked around in a few shops then one caught Harry’s attention.
“Lou! Can we please go in there?” he grinned happily. I looked over to where he was pointing and it was a party shop.
“A party shop?” I asked raising an eyebrow.
“Yeah! We could have an end of the summer party!” he planned, lighting up.
“Okay, sounds perfect to me.” I smiled and he quickly drug me into the shop by my hand and we both went our separate ways and grabbed up anything and everything we thought would make an awesome kick start to the new school year. We left the shop and headed to my car and on the way Harry was writing in a notebook from the passenger side.
“What’re you doing, babe?” I asked glancing over to the paper then back to the road.
“Something. It’s a surprise for the party.” he smiled proudly.
“Really? Can I know?” I asked.
“No, then it wouldn’t surprise, now would it?” he pointed out.
“I can act surprised, after all I’m studying to be a drama teacher.” I smirked.
“No, I want it to be an actual surprise, not a fake one.” he smiled.
“Fine.” I huffed and he chuckled from beside me.
We arrive home and the boys help us bring in all the bags from the car and unload them.
“Thanks, lads.” I smiled and took all my school supplies to my room. I came back down to see Harry still writing in his book in the living room, I walked into the kitchen and chuckled, the boys looked confused as they unloaded the party supplies.
“Uh, what’re these for?” Niall asked.
“Harry wanted us to throw an end of the summer party, you know, and invite our families and friends.” I smiled.
“That’s the best idea I believe has ever came from Harold.” Zayn chuckled.
“Hey! Watch it, Malik!” Harry yelled.
“Love you too, man!” Zayn yelled and Harry appeared and pulled me flush against his chest from behind and I laced our fingers together. Niall and Liam were both talking to each other and Zayn was a loner.
“Uh, I’m just gunna call Perrie and tell her to come over.” he laughed a little.
“I still can’t picture you going to college in a week and a half.” Harry mumbled into the back if my neck, sending shivers through my body.
“Gee thanks, love you too.” I said sarcastically.
“Oh! No, I didn’t mean it like that I meant-“
“Babe, I was kidding. I couldn’t picture myself going to college either.” I laughed as Harry calmed down.
“Ass.” he muttered then buried his face into the crook of my neck.
“Thanks, it’s quite big isn’t it.” I smirked and he pinched my bum causing me to squeal, loudly.
“What the bloody hell was that?” Zayn yelled from the living room.
“Louis!” Niall laughed and nearly fell on his face from doubling over.
“S’not funny!” I stomped like a kid who just got told no.
“It’s pretty hilarious, Lou. You literally squeaked.” Liam laughed.
“I hate all of you!” I pouted then tried to run away but Harry kept a firm grip on my hips.
“But I love you.” he said.
“I don’t care! You laughed at me!” I pouted and squirmed in his grip.
“I’m sorry, Boo! Please forgive me?” he asked.
“Nope! Not this time, Styles.” I said and crossed my arms over my chest and finally escaping his arms.
“Fine. I’ll just have to marry Zayn then!” I said and went to the other side of the kitchen.
“Uh, what?” said a feminine voice, we all turned and looked at Perrie who was staring at Zayn in confusion.
“Just go with it, love.” Zayn said and kissed Perrie briefly on her lips.
“Zayn! Not you too! Why does everyone leave me?!” I fake cried.
“Because you’re meant to be with Harry!” Liam smiled.
“No! He made me squeal like a girl! I’m not a girl!” I protested.
“Please, Boo? I went to the shops with you this morning, you have to take me back.” he smirked triumphantly.
I huffed in defeat and went to stand in front of his again with my arms crossed. Be put his hands on my hips and swayed us a little and whispered sweet nothings in my ear and I smiled and blushed.
“Aww! Lou’s blushing!” Perrie cooed.
“Shut up.” I mumbled but intertwined my small, feminine-like fingers with Harrys larger ones.
“You love me.” Harry mumbled.
“Very much so actually, you’re right for once, Styles.” I smiled and leaned into him some more.
• • •
The night of the eighth was here and everyone showed up, my family, Liam’s, Niall’s, Zayn’s and Harry’s. Eleanor and Perrie also came and met each other for the first time. We had a few garage bands play at the party and all in all I think everyone was enjoying themselves. The night was wrapping up and then Harry appeared on the small stage.
He cleared his throat then spoke into the mic, “Uh, can I have everyone’s attention please?” he asked and everyone looked towards the stage and listened.
“Uh, well first off, I want to thank everyone for coming tonight, Louis starts college tomorrow and we wanted to do something special for him and also for the end of summer, and second, I will be performing a song.. for Louis.” he said slowly and looked over to me as did everyone else, “It’s about our whole little adventure since I started dating him, and trust me when I say there are a lot.” he chuckled and everyone laughed along, “It has everything in here, laughs, smiles, heartbreak..” he trailed off and looked me in the eyes, I smiled at him and gave him a thumbs up as someone handed him a keyboard, “Hope you like it.” he spoke one last time and he pressed his fingers onto the keys.
There’s nothing I could say to you
There’s nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye
And now I know
How far you’d go
I smiled as he continued to play the keyboard and stare me in the eyes the whole time, my eyes began to water.
I know I let you down
But it’s not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be
All that you want
And get myself together
‘Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Did he honestly want to be with me for the rest of his life? Does he want to settle down one day with me?
I thought that I had everything
I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see
Honestly
You’re the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can’t breathe
‘Cause you’re here with me
The tears had finally fallen and I couldn’t help but smile like a goof as he sang beautifully.
And if I let you down
I’ll turn it all around
‘Cause I would never let you go
I will be
All that you want
And get myself together
‘Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I felt someone grab both my shoulders, it was my mum on my right and El on my left.
“You did good on this one, Lou. I’m proud of you.” El smiled and side hugged me.
“Thanks, El.” I smiled and kissed the top of her head as she let it rest on my shoulder.
“You finally found the one, Boo. Don’t let him go for a long time, yeah?” she said and kissed my cheek.
‘Cause without you
I can’t breathe
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I’ve got
You’re all I want
“I don’t really plan on letting go of this one, mum. He’s a keeper.” I smiled.
‘Cause with out you
I don’t know what I’d do
I could never ever live a day without you here
With me
Do you see?
You’re all I need
His green eyes glittered from the lights that hung over everything. He just looked breath taking.
I will be
All that you want
And get myself together
‘Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I will be
All that you want
And get myself together
‘Cause you keep me from falling apart
He stopped playing the keyboard as a recording of the instrumental part played for him and he took the wireless microphone and stepped off stage and walked towards me.
All my life
You know I’ll be with you forever
And get you through the day
And make everything okay
He finished the song and as he finished he was right in front of me, “You’re my everything, Lou. I love you.” he smiled and kissed my forehead as everyone ‘Aww’ed.
“I love you, Haz, and your song was beautiful and I loved it, thank you.” I smiled and kissed his lips firmly and everyone clapped and cheered which made us both smile then laugh we broke apart and he went to put the mic back on the stand.
The night finally ended and everyone returned home. The boys and I all agreed we’d just attend to the mess left behind tomorrow and just get some sleep since I had my first day of college tomorrow.
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(A/N) hey so i hope y’all enjoyed the song and chapter! the song honestly wasn’t my favorite, there was an original one with just Avril but they apparently made another one with Leona? idk but the original was so much better but i love the lyrics to the song. ilysm and please keep voting/commenting/reading😘💋💜
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