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I checked the mirror one more time to make sure I was presentable. I didn’t want to go too casual to Kellin’s house because, afterall, I was going there to explain myself and I needed to take it seriously.
I had come to the conclusion that I loved Kellin. I knew that I did way back in high school and I expressed that to him, but the feelings never faded and I was for certain that I was in love with him. He was constantly on my mind and I only thought good things about him. When I wake up without him, I feel cold and lonely and that hurts. But, when I’m with him, a new fire is lit within me and it’s one that never burns out. We always laugh and smile and I feel a consistent comfort with him. Kellin is the one for me and I don’t want to let him go that easily — not again.
I gathered my things to leave and did so quickly. Along the way, I picked up a small bouquet of flowers that I knew Kellin would like and I hit the road towards his house. I was nervous, very nervous actually. I didn’t want to make anything worse and I’m sure that I would find a way to do so. But, if I went in there with a smile and spoke from the heart, I know that it will all be okay. It will all be okay.
I walked up to the door with a small spring in my step and knocked quickly. In no time, Kellin had answered the door with a hint of a smile. He was dressed in casual and relaxed clothing while I wore a button up. I didn’t care about the clothing, though, I was just happy to see him. I held the flowers out in front of me and offered them to Kellin. He looked down at them and blushed, taking them and allowing me to step inside.
“Hey,” I greeted and Kellin nodded.
“Hey,” He started to walk towards the kitchen and I followed. “Let’s sit in here,”
“Are you going to stab me?” I joked as I motioned to the knives that were behind him. We were at opposite sides of the island counter as the flowers rested between us on the counter. Kellin laughed and my heart warmed a bit more. Okay, this was good.
“No, no, but what did you want to talk about? We should have a lot.” Kellin crossed his arms and leaned against the counter on the other side.
“Right… I just wanted– needed to apologize. I should not have abandoned you the way I did at all. It wasn’t fair to you and it was stupid. I’m so sorry, I–”
“Vic, stop,” Kellin interrupted. “Let me just say something before you get too far.” I nodded and let him continue. “I felt stupid. I knew I hurt you, but I thought we were past it and then you just dropped me so I thought it was pay back or whatever. But, then I realized that I left for the same reason and it wasn’t fair of me to get so upset. I guess it just reminded me of college? It wasn’t the best experience, no one made me feel wanted and needed,”
“Kellin, I do want you. In every possible way I want you. You’re so special to me,”
“Don’t just say it, please, Vic. You mean too much to me to lie-” I stopped him.
“I’m not lying!” I came over to the same side of the counter and stepped to Kellin. “Kells, everyday I think of you. When you weren’t talking to me I didn’t know how to function. I barely ate, my attitude was terrible, and sleep wasn’t in my mind; you were. You’re my sun and my moon and I couldn’t ever intentionally hurt you.”
Once my spiel was done, I looked at Kellin with hopeful eyes. I wanted him to see just how important he was to me and I think he understood. Without warning, Kellin’s arms were thrown around me and his lips attached to mine. I stepped back to get my footing once again, but in no time my arms were wrapped around his back and I held him closely.
This kiss was all I needed to know that we were okay and that he forgave me. It was all I needed for my heart and love for him to be restored. Kellin’s lips fit so perfectly on mine as we moved in time with one another. In the beginning, it was a loving kiss but it soon turned to lust easily.
Kellin’s hand reached around a tuft of my hair and he pulled on it as he lifted himself up and wrapped his legs around my waist. Instinctively, I held his bottom for his support and my hands cupped it adoringly. Kellin deepened the kiss and shoved his tongue into my mouth. I let him roam it freely before pushing back and taking over. I loved giving him the benefit of the doubt, but when it came down to it I was the more dominant and he knew it, too.
“V,” Kellin breathed as he tore apart from me. His eyes were darkened with want and I felt his bulge poke at my stomach. I felt my own mock his, but I drew no attention to it. “I want you,”
Shivers went down my spine as he said that so close to my ear with a shaky voice. He turned me on so much and so many thoughts ran through my brain on how I could have him. But, I decided to play dumb. I wanted to hear his voice again. I wanted to make him admit to me the things he really wanted from me.
“What do you want from me?” Kellin’s lips attached to the side of my neck as he whined. He bit down and sucked on one of my most sensitive spots and my eyes shut with a deep breath. I didn’t let up, though.
“Tell me,”
“I want…” Kellin paused and ground his hips into my stomach. His back arched and his lips came close to my ear again. He nibbled down on my lobe and it drove me crazy. “I want you deep inside me to show how much you really missed me,”
That was it. Without thinking and without hesitation, I held Kellin close to me and brought him to his room. I slammed open the door and threw him on the bed with a bounce. I watched as he slid out from his pants and took off his shirt, I did the same at the front of the room, keeping eye contact with him.
It was hot to see my boyfriend strip for me. I loved the way things fell off of his body and I got to see his chest and torso, sunken with small rolls from his lack of intense work outs over the years. I made it a point in my mind to show him how much I loved those, as well.
Climbing on the bed, I moved toward Kellin and situated myself in between his legs. His member rested upward and I wanted nothing more than to make him orgasm, but I ignored that for now and kissed him dearly.
My hand roamed up and down his sides, squeezing his small rolls and gripping him firmly. My lips moved down to his chin, kissed around, and made it to his neck where I left my mark on him subtly but meaningfully.
I let my tongue trail down to his nipples where I swirled it around one and pinched the other, being sure to bite it a tad to make him moan. His hands tangled in my hair as he moved me to his other one to repeat the process. I flicked it with my tongue, swiping over the middle and leaving hickies around them as well.
My tongue continued its path down his chest to his belly button, and from his belly button to his happy trail. I moved over and kissed the inside of his thighs, biting close to his core as he pushed my head down and made me suck longer.
“Vic, don’t drag it out,” Kellin warned. His chest was rising and falling quickly. I noted that his member now throbbed and moved with every breath. I listened and wrapped my mouth around it, engulfing him in my warm tunnel as I sucked and flattened my tongue along the side of his length. A bit harder I sucked until I moved up and focused on his rim. I ran my tongue around the outside and pumped him the rest of the way. I slipped my tongue in his slit and sucked at the same time. Kellin gasped and rolled his hips into my mouth, but he still pulled my head up forcefully and made me look at him.
“Fuck me, Victor,” Kellin demanded and I complied. He opened his legs asvfar as he could, letting them touch the bed. His eyes looked me up and down as he touched himself and bit his lip. My eyes rolled in the back of my head and I wasted no time in lining myself up with his entrance that was on full display to me.
“There’s no prep, there’s no condom. Are you okay with that, my love?”
“Fuck yes,” he nodded and I went. Deeply, I pounded into him. I didn’t bother sliding in slowly because Kellin gave me the permission to go and I didn’t see the merit in not giving him what he wanted.
So, I moved quickly. My thickness stretched him out and my length filled him. I rested my hands on his thighs to hold them down. I slapped them and gripped them tightly as I touched him so he knew that he was mine. The red marks served as a reminder.
“Ah- fuck, Vic,” I heard as I wrapped my hands around his hips and pulled him into me with every thrust. My thighs hit his own as I went as deep as I could. “God, you feel so fucking g-good. Fuck me.”
I grabbed Kellin’s face tightly and made him look at me.
“Keeping speaking to me, baby. Talk to me or I will leave you here a rotten mess,” Kellin nodded quickly and moaned.
“I’m your mess, Vic. All yours,” my eyes closed and I hummed. It was so hot to hear his voice. It cracked every time I slammed into him, but I didn’t want him to stop.
“Fuck me deeper and deeper. Make me come for you,”
“Fuck, baby, you’re so hot.” I said before I hit it. Thank god he was flexible because I pinned his legs down and grinded hard into his prostate.
“Oh, god, yes. There, don’t stop,” Kellin cried out as he brought his legs up to his chest and held them tightly. I didn’t stop, instead I went faster and grabbed his oozing delicacy to finish him off.
Kellin squirmed under me, arching his back and moaning like crazy. I spread his come over his member as I jacked him off and neared the end for myself.
That was the thing about Kellin, every time we had sex I felt fulfilled. His hole was so tight and never gave out on me. His sounds and his voice boomed through my ears and made my blood rush faster than ever. He knew what he wanted and he was sure to get it because I was his. Likewise, he was mine and he let me be sloppy with him. Now, though, wasn’t sloppy. It was passionate, hot, and sexy.
“Mm, Kellin, I’m going to come,” I grunted as I slammed into my boyfriend. His body wrapped tight around me and never gave out; it sent me flying.
“Come inside of me, Vic. Make me yours,” Kellin said in a small whisper. His back was arched and he went limp out of fatigue. With his hair disheveled and his eyes meeting with mine, I sent streams of myself into him and he closed his eyes and bit his lip. Watching him felt as good as fucking him did and I didn’t pull out until I was finished.
“God, thank you,” Kellin groaned when I separated from him and fell on top of him out of breath.
“Thank you.” I chuckled and Kellin smiled at me. He kissed the top of my head and played with the strands of my hair the stuck to my forehead. I closed my eyes and hummed as he moved his hand to rub my back. I could fall asleep, but I couldn’t just yet.
My mind was in a state of pure ecstasy. I only felt love and adoration for Kellin and I wanted nothing more than to tell him, but now wasn’t the time; I could feel it. “Let’s shower,” I said instead.
Kellin got up with me and we made a beeline for the bathroom that was in the room. The shower was full of conversation and care until we were done getting clean. Sweet kisses filled the steam-filled air and in no time I was being asked to sleep over and we were under the covers with Kellin curled into my chest fast asleep.
It was good to be back on track with Kellin, especially because I felt closer. I just had to tell him the truth now. I had to confess.
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