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๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ง, ๐๐๐ฑ๐๐ฌ
I woke up with 2 grown ass men in my bed.
I thought they would have went home but the niggas stayed the night.
I got up and brushed my teeth, took a shower and put on some house clothes.
I then went downstairs to see Kane in my kitchen eating my little bites.
“Bitch” I said snatching the bag out of his hand.
“Sia what the fuck…I was eating those”
“I don’t give two flying fucks because I told you to stay outta my fucking kitchen and you went anyways”
“Nigga I’m bouta to kick you the fuck out because I don’t even like you like that for you to be in my damn kitchen”
“They’re fucking muffins…fat ass”
“Yeah and you was staring at this fat ass and thought ian notice Bitch” I said rolling my eyes and taking out breakfast food.
He got up and went to the living room turning on my game console.
Key word…MY game console.
And I hope he know I’m not making him no food. This is for me, brax and Dre.
B and TeeJay left last night and left these niggas.
“Fuck I need eggs”
I’m not asking him for shit because he already den pissed me the hell off.
I grabbed my 2020 Maserati truck keys.
“Aye if they wake up, tell them I went to the store to get some eggs”
“Okay”
Mad ass.
“Put some damn pants on before you leave. And a fucking shirt” he said before I walked out the door.
“I’m good” I said and he got up to put his shoes on.
This nigga is crazy. Act like I’m his girlfriend or some shit.
“You don’t need to come”
“But I am”
“So who’s gon tell the boys I’m gone”
“Fucking context clues”
This nigga never said some damn context clues.
We got in the car and I drove off.
“Slow the fuck down” he said.
“No thanks”
“Sia slow the fuck down”
” bitch You scared or something?” I asked laughing.
“Hell yeah you driving fast as fuck”
“Ight ima slow down”
I slowed down some.
“What’s your real name”
“You know my real name”
“No i don’t”
“Sienna Kelly why”
“Because I wanted to know gahdamn”
“What’s your real name”
“Kane Carter”
“Mm”
“How old are you”
“Why the fuck you askin so many damn questions”
“Because I can”
“I’m 19”
“You mean as fuck” he said making me turn my head at him.
“Ok and”
“You need to fix your fucking attitude”
“Well when you have disorders like me, it’s hard to sit here and smile like shit sweet”
“What disorders you got”
“IED and I’m bipolar”
“Me too”
“Mm”
We pulled up to the grocery store and I got out.
I got the eggs and paid. I went out to the car and Kane was sleep.
I drove home and Dre and Brax were still sleep in my bed so I had to deal with Kane’s antics.
“Did you cook me some food”
“Hell naw” I said going upstairs to wake Dre and Brax up.
“Y’all wake up…food downstairs” I said and they hopped up.
“Why he still here” brax asked.
“I don’t even know…he won’t go home” I answered.
“Stop talking about me in front of my face”
“We’ll go home”
“Why you don’t like me” he asked.
“Cuz I don’t like nobody and you don’t like me either”
“When did I tell you that I didn’t like you”
“It’s very obvious that you don’t like me”
“It may seem that way but I don’t have a problem with you”
“Well I can work my way to liking you… I only didn’t like you because I thought you didn’t like me”
“Look at y’all working shit out” Dre said.
“You really didn’t make me no food” he asked me.
“Hell naw you thought I was joking” I asked laughing as he stale faced.
“And you think the shit is funny…I’m deadass hungry as fuck and you playing”
“You didn’t say you wanted any”
“Common sense would tell you that I did Sienna”
Nigga learn somebody name and get too comfortable.
“It’s literally pancakes. You can make this shit yourself so do it and stop whining like a bitch” I said walking past him while Dre and Brax sat there shocked.
Ion know what for cuz I know they saw it coming.
“And my name is Sia hoe” I said.
“And you got one more fucking time to call me out my damn name and ima snatch yo lil ass up”
“You ain’t gon do shit but go off”
“Stop fucking with me like I’m something to play with”
“You fucking with me Kane you have been for the whole short period I’ve known you for so what the fuck are you talking about”
“And this whole time you been calling me out my name for no reason and not once have I did that to you”
“Ok and I can say whatever the fuck I wanna say out my damn mouth”
“But not when you talking to somebody”
“Well if I call you bitch, am I lying? Because a real man wouldn’t care about a fucking word that I use in my everyday vocabulary. A real man would know that he’s not a bitch”
“But still would you like somebody calling you a bitch when it’s not your name”
“My mama didn’t name me Bitch so therefore you shouldn’t call me a bitch” he added.
“I don’t give a fuck what your name is…ima say what I wanna say period” I said and tried to walk out the kitchen but he pulled me back.
See that’s where he really fucked up because I was already pissed and he pulled on me and shit.
So I grabbed the knife closest to me and threw it at him.
He was able to dodge it and pick me up and put me on the counter.
“Kane don’t fucking touch me. You don’t know me like that and you don’t know that I will deadass kill you and not give a fuck about it after”
“Calm the fuck down”
“Get out my face”
“Calm down”
“Get the fuck out my face”
He disobeyed so I punched him dead in his damn eye.
I was about to go in on his ass but Brax came to get me off him.
“Braxton please let me go”
“Can you calm down please”
“Okay” I said trying to calm down.
This is how you really calm me down.
You’re really supposed to calm and patient with me. And keep me away from the person I’ve been a altercation with as long as possible.
That’s only for small things like this.
When I go into full crazy…it’s a whole different ball game for real.
1 hour later…
“You okay” Brax asked me.
“I’m good now”
“You ready to go apologize”
“For what…he pissed me off”
“And you don’t think you didn’t piss him off” I stayed quiet because he was right.
“Now come on” he said and we went out of my room and downstairs.
There is where I seen Kane mugging the air with ice on his eye and a cut above his eyebrow.
Maybe he should’ve did as I said.
I sat in the opposite couch as we stared at each other.
Brax bumped my shoulder.
“Kane I sincerely…” I started.
“I’m not about to apologize to you for shit. I don’t think I did anything wrong. I was only defending myself”
“I wasn’t about to do shit to you…I wasn’t trying to hurt you and you don’t understand that because you a fucked up ass person”
“I’m a fucked up ass person because you sensitive as fuck”
“Sienna you rude as fuck, mean ass fuck for no reason. You don’t like me because you simply just don’t like me. You don’t have a reason…you just don’t like me”
“Do you hear yourself Kane? I don’t like you because I thought you didn’t like me. But I also didn’t like you because you’re disrespectful and rude as hell. You literally just told me that I’m a fucked up ass person”
“Because you are”
“How? And don’t say because of the shit I have because you got it too so we would be two fucked up ass individuals”
“Can y’all stop fucking arguing for a second and at least try to reason with one another. You keep on bickering at each other and that shit is not helping the situation. The problem is that y’all are both stubborn as fuck and have too much pride to just apologize, try to get along and move on about your gotdamn life” Dre spoke up.
We both sat there quietly waiting for somebody to speak up.
You know what…I might just be a grown woman and speak first.
“Kane I’m sorry for calling you out your name and not cooking you food and punching you”
Good enough…shit you ain’t getting too much more out of me.
“Sienna what the fuck was that” Brax said.
“An apology”
“No it wasn’t but good enough I know that was the first time you ever apologized in your life”
How he knew?
“It was” I said and his eyes went wide.
“Sienna I’m sorry for pissing you off and always having something to say to you” Kane spoke up.
“Good now hug it out” Dre said and we scrunched up our faces.
“Do it”
We hugged. Kane rested his hand on my ass and before we pulled away he smacked and grabbed it.
“Ouuuu we saw and heard that shit” Brax said.
“That’s why I don’t hug people”
“Can you make me food” Kane asked me.
“Kane get yo grown ass in that kitchen and cook what you want”
“I don’t know how to work your stove and stuff”
“I’ll help you”
We went to the kitchen.
“So this is the stove” I showed him how to turn it on and stuff
I don’t think he was really paying attention.
I put the bacon on the griddle and as I was stirring the pancake mix he leaned up against me and put his hands around my waist.
We just got cool and he doing all this.
But it feel kinda good so Ian gon say nothing.
I finished cooking his breakfast.
“Thank you” he said.
“You’re welcome”
“Yo butt soft as hell. How you get it like that?” He asked.
Boy always asking questions about my body.
“Kane I really don’t know…I just go to the gym and take care of my body” I answered chuckling.
“Well you fine as hell” he said making me blush.
Umm see this what we not finna do. Making a bad bitch blush.
“Thank you”
We talked some more before we all went to sleep in the living room.
Look at me with friends.
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